ok.. i am back..

some tots are running thru my mind now..

Recently, one of my close frens just broke up wif his gf.. i find myself thinking if i should step out since i dont see a future.. Mayb i am old enough.. i know wat i want in a partner..

While most couple have problems bcos they keep quarreling..

But i feel that the thing standing betw us is his lifestyles, his way of handling r/s be it bgr or frens..

U definitely wont see mi settling down wif someone whu always drinks till late at night, and i have to stay home to wait for him to get back..

and i dont want to be worrying all day and night if he has another girl outside.. it happened before and i dont want it to happen again..

i found out more abt myself.. i can live without a guy in my life.. so in a blunt way, i told him i can do well with or without u in my life..

But i dont mean anything now.. i just want to let him know now.. bcos one day i might just get fed up and walk away without saying any word..